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*Wraped in all my lies*
nobody see's the pain in my eyes
Created on 2008-06-22 10:51:51 (#15922940), last updated 2009-04-07
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| Name: | You wish you knew |
|---|---|
| Location: | New Zealand (Aotearoa) |
| Website: | my youtube channel |
"Psychologists argue that eating disorders are all down to your upbringing - specifically the upbringing of your lunch!" - Clive Anderson


I like pina coldas and getting caught in the rain, I'm into yoga and I have half a brain... I like the beach, I love summer not such a fan of winter. I like dancing on cliff tops with the wind in my hair. I hate my body, I can be a manipulative and deceitful person....but my experience has been that so can most people. I think about stuff a lot...probably more than I should.
I am a bulimic and as much as I would like to be healthy and happy the whole recovery thing just isn't working for me.
My advice children, Eating disorders are not games so never try to play them!
I have just finished Uni finally I majored in Physical Education and Dance....plans for the future are vague as I'm not sure I have a future but I want to study Nursing and Travel, I used to be a triathlete, I love sports and lived for them until I had a sports accident that has left me with a permanent back injury. Most Important things to me are my friends, I enjoy a variety of music from Johnny Cash to Miley Cyrus and I'm pretty easy going when I don't have my head in the toilet.
FREEDOM is just another word for nothing left to lose - Janis Joplin
I made this account just to have somewhere I can write whatever I like, I am interested in chatting to people who understand me or have similar issues to me. Lets be honest though my eating disorder is a massive part of my life so it will probably be a large part of what I talk about also
Add me, I'd love to get to know you
I hope you are all well
xoxo
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